pain

i don’t know where to start coz after what happen,
i think i will lose my mind…
well… i tried to pretend that im fine,
but i cant fool myself, coz the more i keep the pain,
the more the pain gets even deeper….
crazy it may people could call it.
but why should i feel like this?
damn it really sucks when you cry for a person coz you have love them
does it really should feel this way? its so unfair….
life is really unfair.
i want to drink or rather get drunk
to forget everything what had happen
but i know that its impossible to think and do,
how would survive with this pain? how would i should live my life as the same as before
i thought time will heal the wounds of yesterday,
but i as wrong believing with that stuff
coz right now i know i need some cure for this pain that i have
and the only cure that i need is YOU!!!!